I Am Ivy (from the book Kissed by an Angel)

I am confused and lost

I wonder why he did it

I hear Tristan calling out my name

I see his face everywhere I go

I want I want to feel his touch

I am confused and lost

I pretend to be happy

I feel everyone is talking about me

I touch his grave with great pain

I worry every second

I cry mostly every night 

I am confused and lost

I understand nothing that's going on

I say to myself why? why to you 

I dream of the day I get to see you again 

I try to be strong

I hope I can get through this

I am lost and confused